kpFerg

Getting broken up with is sooo de-motivating. I did 3 miles on the treadmill, don't even care how long it took- I just don't feel good at all. But I did get through it (the running, not the feeling bad). I looked at dating profiles online while my subscription is still running, nothing looks at all appealing- at least not interesting enough to make me risk getting hurt again. It will be a big accomplishment if I can force myself to microwave some dinner.

I knew it was going to be hard to up and move. I don't mean for dinner, I mean my life. I was hoping I was on the track to better things- to making my life better. Lately it seems mostly what I did was make things harder on myself.